Post by Arya on Mar 12, 2005 14:03:39 GMT -5
The Last Two Years
(February 20th, 2005)
Two years ago
On that fateful day
My one and only momma
Sadly passed away
I loved her so much
But on the day
I missed my chance...
..."I love you,” I did not say
I learned my lesson
Oh so well
To say, "I love you"
every chance I have to tell
I grieved and I grieved
I cried and I cried
I deceived and deceived
I lied and I lied
I said I was fine
I said I was ok
But truth be told I wasn't fine
It wasn't that way
Inside my shell
I withdrew
Pushing away
Trying something new
I stayed this way
For oh so long
I barely cared
But I hung on
As time slowly passed...
I started to see
That withdrawal
Wasn’t helping me
I gradually started to open up
And letting people in
Little by little
I said, "Come right on in!"
Then last year
In Biology
I met you
And thought there was some chemistry
You lead me on
Kept me hanging on a string
Making me wonder
"Is he ever gonna ring?"
Then I called
And I asked
Right then and there
My heart you axed
I'd been hurt
Another cut received
It was time again
To once more grieve
As I sobbed
And I cried
I finally realized
It was all a lie
But by then
I had turned back inside
To my shell
To once more hide
No one cared
I was on my own
In this world
All alone
Then I met two awesome people
Who were always there
Through thick and thin
Then I knew people actually cared
Laura is like the older sister
I never had
She’s always there for me
Especially when I’m sad
Scott was there
Never complaining
Wiping away the tears
That just kept raining
Then it struck me
That cold winter day
That I myself
Had given my heart away
Not to Ryan
Oh never again
But to Scott
I gave it to instead
He’s the greatest
He loves me like no other
And that’s what makes
My love for him so much stronger
In the last two years
I’ve loved and I’ve lost
But what I’ve found
Must be worth the cost
(February 20th, 2005)
Two years ago
On that fateful day
My one and only momma
Sadly passed away
I loved her so much
But on the day
I missed my chance...
..."I love you,” I did not say
I learned my lesson
Oh so well
To say, "I love you"
every chance I have to tell
I grieved and I grieved
I cried and I cried
I deceived and deceived
I lied and I lied
I said I was fine
I said I was ok
But truth be told I wasn't fine
It wasn't that way
Inside my shell
I withdrew
Pushing away
Trying something new
I stayed this way
For oh so long
I barely cared
But I hung on
As time slowly passed...
I started to see
That withdrawal
Wasn’t helping me
I gradually started to open up
And letting people in
Little by little
I said, "Come right on in!"
Then last year
In Biology
I met you
And thought there was some chemistry
You lead me on
Kept me hanging on a string
Making me wonder
"Is he ever gonna ring?"
Then I called
And I asked
Right then and there
My heart you axed
I'd been hurt
Another cut received
It was time again
To once more grieve
As I sobbed
And I cried
I finally realized
It was all a lie
But by then
I had turned back inside
To my shell
To once more hide
No one cared
I was on my own
In this world
All alone
Then I met two awesome people
Who were always there
Through thick and thin
Then I knew people actually cared
Laura is like the older sister
I never had
She’s always there for me
Especially when I’m sad
Scott was there
Never complaining
Wiping away the tears
That just kept raining
Then it struck me
That cold winter day
That I myself
Had given my heart away
Not to Ryan
Oh never again
But to Scott
I gave it to instead
He’s the greatest
He loves me like no other
And that’s what makes
My love for him so much stronger
In the last two years
I’ve loved and I’ve lost
But what I’ve found
Must be worth the cost